Wednesday, October 25, 2023

Its been almost 9 years since any girl friend/wife and 1 woman whole life that is it

 They say going without someone for a while is okay, but when you try to find someone and it all back fired in your face, you were once shy severely shy and they don't know you are only with 1 girl your wife entire life of 39 yrs and half in any way, no one believes you, they think your gay and all kinds of shit happens, I been through it all, went on dates at 20 and only chose my ex wife at age 24 in 2008 my ex was 45 yrs old back then. Big mistake she was married,after such a bad time from this person gave me PTSD and severe worry of doing something like ex wife did like drugged 2nd husband to talk to me and drugged me before she left, I recovered really quick after she left yes she poisoned me, no hard proof but she did it to her 2nd husband, she never divorced me and just a couple yrs ago did a mock wedding with some 70 yr old man in that age range to "Mock" me mentally ill and she does evil shit like that? She is pure evil, I never did the things I went though to her before, she has evil following her no doubts and countless psychics saying she tried to get me back out of house 2 months after she left to have me killed by her son my age 39 or go to Erie PA and get me in trouble on purpose and get locked up for her return for payback to my mother who threw her ass out on street she was gonna go anyway, leave just leave like I was a old dog she didn't want.

She gave up after my mom found out she called my cellphone number or me call her vise versa.

She played the act why she said she wanted to visit her kids and grand kids and wanted out for 2 weeks then come back but I could not be around her son as he would of attacked me and my craziness that would of been a big mistake on either side, He hated me and wanted to kill me and same with me, total useless ever going back with that wack job woman.

But point is I broke fear of communicating with women online but don't just ask a girl anything I just remain a friend, I am used to the type that stalks me yeah right I know not good type huh? I am 39 and have been healed from her 9 years away and she like I said she and old man did a mock wedding and spreaded lies about me all over social media.

I got even though when she got hit with retraining order period no contact provision, I don't know if she ever got that in her hands or not. One on her daughter and son as well no contact orders. Why? because her son wanted to kill me and I hated his guts very bad bad scenario as feeling is mutual. I just hate the woman beater piece of drunk asshole ass. He is a loser period, yeah call me fuck nut or fuck tard so are all them ppl and I want nothing to do with any, divorce is in order once I am involved with a girl who wants it done, why have I not? I don't have money to waste on that shit, if she sent money exact cost I would search for divorce lawyer. Other than that no I am 500+ miles away from her 60 year old ass. I'm 39 that tells you everything right there doesn't it? And girls used me (so called friends) and were to keep tabs on me for ex wife and another girl she worked with in North Carolina who scammed me over $100,000 in credit card debt as used authorized user cards and all mine I had. Big mistake in 2021, its too late.

Wednesday, August 23, 2023

WHO I AM and is We/Me and I am Archangel Michael

IAM Infinite Nothing that is nothing but GOD and nothing can hurt nothing and nothing can stop nothing from existing and all and everyone and Jesus is LORD body of All In All (FATHER), I am one with Jesus Christ as AA Michael and lower me isn't real nothing finite is real as "IN"=finite is infinity,finite chasing to be Infinite from now to forever now that it never quite is but in between is absonite neither finite not infinite but in between state like balance, Lord's Body is Absonite neither finite nor infinite but only limit is FATHER SOUL/SPIRIT of Jesus Christ, Grand Man is Jesus Christ, Goddess is part of Holy Spirit I hear these days or Urantia Book throws a Divine Feminine in Trinity Eternal Mother Son, Michael 1st one, after 700,000+ Paradise Creator Sons' all celestial order of Michael if you consider that, yet the Urantia Book said bible mixed up Michael of Nebadon aka Jesus Christ with Archangel Michael, body of ETERNAL SON whom is here is Archangel Michael and Emmanuel and Michael of Nebadon Immanuel, exact same deity due to horrible death world of the cross, Immanuel took the pain Father took son's pain. Michael is different personality of EMMANUEL by Father and other Immanuel yet same exact being, supreme made Super Supreme as Christ Michael aka Jesus Christ is macrocosm and is within all as he is All in all. He in Father,him in us,we in him,all in Father or SOUL the ALL the Father. We are all one by Holy Spirit/Soul DM and DF or neither Pneuma/Mind- Nous/Consciousness and un consciousness is all that is states of mind every NOW moment is state of mind, Illuminism said all is Ontological Mathematics LIGHT of Illuminati Pythagora one. It always existed no one invented it, THE ALL is all there is and isn't and all in between, every Godman or Goddess all over the place to fit their communities of soul and spiritual societies hence all is One with GOD/ALL aka Eternal Mind/Nous/-Soul-Spirit beings linked to bodies infinite all in all each monad, God has no small infinite size or large infinite size,it is all united in Zero,asbolute zero each uncredted monad/nous/mind/soul is infinity of zeros and like= 1-1=0 (1) = ALL (-1) = Something and Zero absolute Zero, eternity and infinity looking "in"-finite and is Infinite.

The Red Bull Illuminati Ministry : Email LETTER to Melinda Kay Lyons the Mystic Witch...

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